３０歳独身女性の悩み ーヒステリーー
2016
ビデオ作品 （5分16秒）
Concept: When I turned thirty, I felt as if I came to a different stage of my relationship with my boyfriend. I began feeling a distance from him. He is six years younger than I am. He doesn’t (seem to) think about getting married to me. I’m getting impatient with him, and with the people who surround us, those who keep asking me about our relationship. I was getting sick of being woman. Even my body’s natural processes, such as my period, made me feel frustrated. Taking birth control pills made me quite sad, because I have to take the pills (as an exercise put into action - intentionally) to avoiding getting pregnant. I am running on a treadmill sometimes for exercise, and I realized I was just exhausted, and I was not getting anywhere. This would be my life. I would not be able to create any new life. I would just consume (energy) until I die. I would not produce. Before I die, I want to bitch to everyone about all of the feelings I’ve had during this time, as a proof that I have lived. I wanted the viewers to feel the deep exhaustion that fills my soul. I know no one is listening to me on the street because they are busy. That is my life.